"and now what?" is a thought i have, typically a few times a day. for whatever reason, a lot of my thoughts are now centered around the ending of something rather than the start of something new, which was the case a few days ago. it's probably healthy to think about both sides of that i suppose, but it's a lot to take in, a lot of thoughts i hadn't felt before. these thoughts aren't really pertaining to any specifics, just life in general. i'm going to keep trying my hardest and let life take me where it needs to i suppose.

may 20th, 3:02am